Feeling Sad, Lonely, Nervous, Excited, Relieved at the same time.

Photos

I hope that she will remember me through the photos with her. In another side of the world, she start to lost her memory. Asking their child "who you are". I really hope that she still remember her grand son in her memory, the image of a happy fat boy who sleep besides her listening to radio together.

There is nothing that can be replaced by that powerful feeling. Grandmother. I love you.

Thx dawn help me to print photos and visit gradmother.

I don't know how she will respond when she saw the photos. That's all I can do now.


Jeffrey

Grandmother

Last night around 5:00 p.m. receive a call from mother calling from the hospital that grandmother staying.

Grand ma talked to me on phone for less than a minute. The voice that she is panting, weak and unclear makes me feel frustrated, worried.

Cannot get focused today because of this. There are too many memories of my childhood from my grandmother. Every single of them are full of warmth and care.

Happy Easter

-had a nice dinner with Iris (my cousin)
-had delicious sushi, paid by Iris
-had a cup of Italian Icecream
-finished the novel norwegian wood
-saw a meaningful HK movie-圍城（Besieged City）
-had breakfast
-did not missed the bus
-seen Shutter Island(martin scorsese)
-A $20 nice fit blue jacket
-Started my plan to UK
-Good dinner with the Tin Family
-Going to Sell my camera lenses
-going to cut my hair tomorrow
-start to do things according to plan, again
-chat with Gabriel on the project
-Sleep before 1:30