It is random but sort of a good timing for writing when life has been not so smooth. I have been experiencing a sense of loneliness, solitude ... whatever you call it. It feels like I am the only one in the house but no one is responding when I call. I once believe that meeting someone I like, spending time on things I do will dilute loneliness, but maybe it's is eventually a cycle that I have to slow down and look at myself knowing that something just has to be in someway that is so out of control. Maybe just deal with it.