and it's words that hurting me each time that I am afraid to read.

After yesterday night.....

I felt fully exhausted and knowing that I am truly not recovered.


slept for 3 hours and in that three hours its full of flipping of images
and spontaneous ideas come like pop out of the brain.

Try to separate the pressure and end up even thinking more and more.



I am feeling like a stab stabbing on my heart bleeding and alone facing the horrible scene. I am truly hurt and helpless.

愛人如己