Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Monday, January 24, 2011
After this half year, I understand more and more what I really need from a relationship is: to find a partner that can be mutually supportive and share ideas and thoughts together, To respect the feeling of each other, to appreciate each other, to share the happiness and sorrow to each other.
What I demand from the relationship is a conversation without barrier and willing to communicate in a simple, direct manner. I am basically a simple person.
I have tried so hard to make this relationship happen again. A long distance relationship is not easy, when I told my friend about that, most of them would said, " Jeffrey, you won't make it." By that time I start, I thought," What if it works and I missed a chance?".
Finally, I do follow my feeling, because I though the God up there is guiding me this way as I have been waiting for 3 years basically alone.
After getting into this relationship, both of us expected something that will be lasting long in the relationship, I do expect each other to have a conversation openly without barrier or hesitation. It is especially important for a long distance relationship. The spiritual support would be the main thing to create the happiness in this relationship.
This just happen occationally that you are not talking to me. Without a clear reason, without letting me know "Why", without caring my feeling and sometimes hurting my feeling. I do asked myself has I done something wrong to the extent that makes you depressed, end up my answer is: maybe I am not " perfect" but I am for sure good to you and honest to you.
How can I know what you are thinking if you are not willing to speak to me. What I can do is to look at several words in your blog and keep thinking to understand. Then, wait for your responds and beg for an attention. Checking the mail and the sms and sending more and more to wait for one single reply. It is something suffering to me and not enjoyable.
Why can the understanding of each other though simply by listening and talking but limited by a barrier of those virtual media which is not the full reality of your feeling.
What I demand from the relationship is a conversation without barrier and willing to communicate in a simple, direct manner. I am basically a simple person.
I have tried so hard to make this relationship happen again. A long distance relationship is not easy, when I told my friend about that, most of them would said, " Jeffrey, you won't make it." By that time I start, I thought," What if it works and I missed a chance?".
Finally, I do follow my feeling, because I though the God up there is guiding me this way as I have been waiting for 3 years basically alone.
After getting into this relationship, both of us expected something that will be lasting long in the relationship, I do expect each other to have a conversation openly without barrier or hesitation. It is especially important for a long distance relationship. The spiritual support would be the main thing to create the happiness in this relationship.
This just happen occationally that you are not talking to me. Without a clear reason, without letting me know "Why", without caring my feeling and sometimes hurting my feeling. I do asked myself has I done something wrong to the extent that makes you depressed, end up my answer is: maybe I am not " perfect" but I am for sure good to you and honest to you.
How can I know what you are thinking if you are not willing to speak to me. What I can do is to look at several words in your blog and keep thinking to understand. Then, wait for your responds and beg for an attention. Checking the mail and the sms and sending more and more to wait for one single reply. It is something suffering to me and not enjoyable.
Why can the understanding of each other though simply by listening and talking but limited by a barrier of those virtual media which is not the full reality of your feeling.
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