Tonight is a good good night.

There is something deep in my heart resolved today. Broken pieces of unhappy events since 17 years old caused by unhappy relationship with family is probably the biggest reason why I have that pensive feeling sometimes.

It is a genuine piece of myself who is back. I never want it to be gone again. A feeling of warmth, passion and harmony. It is something I have not been experiencing for a long time, at least 6 years.

I am so sure about this feeling. Yes, this is the right track that I want.


Does anything specifically happened which helps? Not really. It's just happened. A click.

Welcome back my soul.

Lonely, I felt so lonely.

Moved into Iris ( my cousin) student dorm today. A much better feeling relative to stay in Uncle Ken's house. His house is basically too crowded with people and its so easy to lost things.

To be true to myself, I am lonely now. Friends in HK of course, as usual, busy for work.
Friends met in Augustana, just dispersed to different part of the world.

I start to have a feeling that I have been living in by brain for a long time. Time to make some connection to the world.

好悶， 我一個人真係好悶=.=

My mind is floating somewhere between HK, Edmonton, Banff, Camrose and Europe. Please be back as soon as possible Mr. Choi

After the 2 week trip to Europe, time to get myself prepared for the MCAT. It is going to be another 2 months.

I still don't have an answer to the question "Do I want to stay in Canada or back to HK?" The coming two months will be a good time for meditation.

Its quite driven by chance, there is too little things that people can control. Just get myself prepared.

Insulted.