Finally wake up a bit more spiritually. What I am seeking for seems to be coming to me. I guess after 1 year of studying in LA, give me a time of mental calmness and reposition myself. When I see the people around me with different aims and desire. My goal became clearer and clearer. So what is my goal? To master the core of healing and treat people with my healing hands. To be a good doctor for my patients and help them to improve their quality both physically and mentally. Helping people is something not well defined. Some doctors think they are helping people, by their ignorance to their ignorance is often the reason why they end up losing patient's trust and even worse, worsen the patient condition.